oh. what a boring life I have.
it is so freaking mundane, it's freaking me out big-time.

3 more months! i can't wait for that BIG day to come.
and I can wave goodbye to this god-damn asshole who thinks he knows-it-all!
either he is living in some serious INCURABLE self-denial or he has been dreaming since the day he was born.
he is making me feel like whamming the bricks on his fat head.
*note: the bricks were brought back by him from our neighbours. is ours a rag-and-bone company? all along I thought we were into sensor and transmitter businesses.*

goodness, has he not got anything better to do than doing crappy stuffs like annoying neighbours, disturbing cats, kicking dogs and picking on people who are really contributing to the company? like doing GENUINE visits to customers (not visiting them just for the sake of getting your passport stamped, getting free treats and meals, not forgetting to stop over at Thailand for some spas and massage) and providing quotations that actually let us EARN some margin (all enquiries that you handle are all making a loss, might as well knock yourself into a coma and the company can at least float with us around!)

Quote: One shouldn't be too confident.
My thoughts: I think you are HOPELESSLY Over Confident.

Quote: One shouldn't always think he is right.
My thoughts: You sure you wanna talk about this?

Quote: One shouldn't be racist.
My thoughts: Ya, right. if you are not, I'm not sure if anyone else is.

Quote: One shouldn't think that they are smart.
My thoughts: Omg, do you realised you are constantly slapping yourself??!

all these (and many others which I cannot mention here else it will be never-ending) that came from your mouth are exactly the opposite of your behaviour. lol.
you've got no idea how much humor you had brought into my life, I'm laughing my head off the minute you open your mouth, and almost suffocating.
oh please, you are just another clown to me, the biggest and best ever I've ever seen in my whole life!
all the self-praising, all your mother-stories.. wow! they are the biggest bullshit. before I knew you I didn't know one can talk crap till this extent and STILL think people respect you.
even the dogs hate you, FYI.

haha! ya, I respect how your parents can take your nonsense, respect how your wife can withstand your bullshitting.
RESPECT THEM MAN! SALUTE!



I'm gonna pin his fucking face on my wall and use it as a dart board!
Maybe not, my wall is going to give way.


I must exert SELF-CONTROL.

Labels: frustration, pissed off, rumbling^

wah.. reached home like 3+ last night.. hardly felt my eyes close, and its time to wake up dy! >_<
got a gathering with baobei and his colleagues, last day working tgr due to certain reasons.. hah~ so anyway, ordered so much food, almost couldn't finish if not for that 'hero'. heee..

oh god, i cannot afford to stay out till wee hours so often, the cab fares are burning a huge hole in my pocket. my income is still not able to keep up with that ya, imagine midnight surcharge everytime i take cab (approx. S$20~S$24 per trip). freaking expensive! taking cab is still under my luxury tab.

speaking about luxury, that reminds me of my new love (bag lah; don't get the wrong idea).

finally laid my hands on my dream bag - LV Speedy 25 which my lovely mom bought for my BD. heh.

but horrors! i saw others carrying the LV speedy around, the handles and leather parts had turned into a rotten orange color! oh god, i don't want mine to be the same ya... cos i learnt that the leather that LV uses will actually changes color (to a warm honey brown as described by LV, but NO! to me, it looks like rotten orange) as the leather seasoned. i like my speedy to stay the color as it is - light beige handles and trims that looks most elegant. i might as well bought the fake synthetic leather LV so that the color will stay like that FOREVER!



*p.s. baobei bought us a matching hp socks that is so cute! heh.. (:

Labels: food, rumbling^

I'm SICK!!

ahh.. been not feeling too well since last weekend, 'forced' to stay at home and rest.
but my condition worsen as day goes by... finally can't accept the fact that i might be spending my coming weekends and my birthday lying on bed with a cold towel on my forehead, went to see a doctor before gg to work today.

the doctor wanted to give me 2 days MC, but duh, too bad tmr is sat.. anyway, if not for my promise to customers to arrange for their orders to be delivered to them today, i'll have go str home to Zzz..

and now i'm feeling the fever now,, the doctor abit cock, check at the pt of time no fever, so he didnt give pills for fever. all the others will prescribe some fever medicine for the patient if they showed signs of sorethroat and flu.. but not this man here.
and goodness, is the bill expensive.. wonder what PROFESSIONAL CONSULTATION did he gave me.......................................................

Labels: rumbling^

1st October is Children's Day. This year, Hari Raya Puasa falls on the same day too.

unlucky~ he had reservist on this day.
his family had gone house visiting, leaving poor baby alone at home. so i decided to accompany him.

reached around 1145am, bought McDonalds for brunch (McSpicy meal for both of us =d). baobei should be sleeping in the day, as he is having night shift, but because of me, he don't want to take a nap, hee. instead, we watched drama - My Girl.

at about 530pm, we took off to PCG @ Loyang. a really ulu part of the s'pore, i nv tot exist. lol. i thought pasir ris downtown east was the furthest liao.. any further, drop inside the sea alrdy =p

after watching baobei went in, i took cab over to Pasir Ris MRT. realised i was very hungry, bought a cute doughnut with 3 Honey Bees on top. it was very tasty =)
got myself another chicken bites from WaterRise. the portion was very small for $2, well, at least it was delicious and crunchy. hee. walked around WhiteSands till ard 730pm. took train from one end to the other - JP. i felt the train journey was fast, even though it is abt an hr plus.

shopped ard JP, bought a pair of slippers, 2 ribbon bra stripes (been looking for them), 1 shorts, and one........
was looking around for mummy's present too.

went to take bus, waited for quite some time. when the bus came, only to find that my ez-link under value. urghh, came out of the bus to top-up card. and waited again =XXX

i tell you, JP is like 'LITTLE INDIA' lor........................
right from the MRT platform, you are surrounded by them! left, right, front, back!! when you look below while taking the escalator down, you can hardly find an empty space, cos it is all filled with them..... haiyo~ luckily they don't wander inside the shopping centre.. only at the MRT Station and Bus Interchange..... i think over at JP, everyday is Deepavali... lol!

Labels: *in love*, boring, rumbling^, shopping

it's time for ... "YOU COMPLAIN!"

i want to complain!!!!

this week is going to suck big time, i just know it!
i'm soooo used to meeting him at least one FULL day per week.. but, he got no weekends off this week. to add to my misery, he don't want meet me on one of his (2) off days, which is today.. the most dreadful monday!!! immediately, my monday has just become bluer.
he just don't get my point, why choose for it to be this week, where we only have so little time to spend together this wk, and on monday somemore. hais.
i'm already so dreading and hating this week that i'm ready to sob my eyes dry. and now, it has just become worse.

ahhhhhhh... might as well don't meet this whole week, maybe next week.. and the week after.. turn it into a marathon..
you can spend it all for your personal time.
who can understand how i feel. i seriously doubt it.
that's all for my complain. bye.

Labels: moody, rumbling^, sadness

my 'efforts' went down the drain! haha. i wanted to go on a diet, as my tummy is too fat!
so yesterday lunch, i decided not to eat. but got really hungry, settled for an apple. omg, after eating that apple, i became all the more hungrier. so craving for mcdonald's fries, that when i met baobei, we rushed to the nearest mcdonald to munch on a real meal!
hmm, there goes my effort. lol! so lacking of determination. no food is like.. killing me ): doubt i'll ever be successful on a diet.

btw! i went to Comex fair on Sunday.
got myself a Toshiba Portégé M800. it was after much hesitation.

one side of me (angel) was saying, "no! you are saving up now. did you forget what we agreed just two days ago, after looking at the cash flow statement?".
but the other side (devil) was saying, "you should get it! it is a good deal, bet you can't find this great deal anywhere else!"
angel: "but.. do i really need it? i mean, i have a computer at home, and its screen is huge, speed is fast, and working great."
devil: "aiya, just get lar, need or not, buy already then say. anyway, i bet you will need it some other time also, why not now?"

haha! there was some commotion inside me -_-lll
and there, i succumbed to temptation of being able to lie on my comfy bed while staying online. the thought was just too good to resist.

before the angel in me has any chance to retaliate, i confirm the purchase and proceed to payment.
and felt my heart aching when the person swipe my card! arghhhh!!!! this has got to be the most expensive toy i got for myself using my hard earned cash!!!! almost fainted when i saw my bank balance *faints*

ahh.. what's done cannot be undone. so i better love my laptop, and treat it well..
at least make my money work for me.

btw! thanks baobei for letting me signed up for the vodafone mobile broadband under your name together with you, cos you don't want to see me disappointed, as i can't sign up because i didn't bring my IC. love you (: *muacks*


i love my new Toshiba Portégé M800! but i LOVE my baobei more. extreme limited edition, only one in the whole universe!!!

Labels: happy, rumbling^

One Word: BORING~~~~~

everything is done..
1) report - checked
2) invoice - checked
3) orders process - checked
4) customers' items - where are my items??? not received yet, stupid singpost, shipment delivery is damn slow.

so now i am waiting and waiting for them to arrive, so i can do the sorting and arrange for the shipment to the respective customers.
look at the time, it is only 330pm, and every minute seems like an hour. oh, and i thought yesterday was thursday already. lol~ so fast wishing for weekend to come.

what to do now? if i'm too free, i might end up spending money orh! through online sprees, that is. so i try not to visit those blogsprees =X
listening to some random love songs now. haha.
if i like some of the tunes and melody that i hear, i will search for the lyrics. bcos i have this problem, i cannot listen to the lyrics of the song, i MUST look at the lyrics, if not i will not know what they are singing. lol~ so bad right.

ordered pizza and KFC delivery to celebrate Sunny's birthday. was so looking forward to eating, but didn't eat much in the end, all because i got the part of the chicken that i don't like to eat.. chicken breast meat =( so tough and dry, don't know who will like this kind of meat. yucks. my lunch was ruined! but still enjoyable though (excluding the eating part), thanks to all my humorous colleagues.. lol! their conversation, though lame, but so funny, laugh like nobody's business (literally NOBODY's business, as the saying goes, "when the cat is out, the mouse comes out to play" if you get what i mean).

i think everytime i wear jeans, it is bound to rain. and i really hate it! cos the bottom part will get dirty with the rain water and your legs will feel very cold if you go into an air-conditioned room, making you shiver involuntarily. shall reduce the no. of times i wear my jeans. got abit of sniffle today, might be due to the rain. achoo! urghhh..

oh great, my stocks came.
till then~

Labels: at work, rumbling^

another boring day for me,, dying here in office. waiting desperately for the clock to strike 17:30.
the annoying flu bug got me again ):
despite all the large no. of sneezing and sniffing,, i couldn't resist the bubble tea @ KOI (Toa Payoh HUB),, then stupid hiccups decided to join into my misery. hiccuping plus sneezing altogether,, and the shoulder muscle ache is killing me,, slowing down my work. how much can a person handle? blehh..
needing some injections to boost my immune system urgently.. *winks* hee =P

ahhh.. that reminds me sth.. he is being really sweet these few days/weeks.. BUT! he will be even better if he minus off the torturing part. hee.

Labels: *in love*, rumbling^

a rather hectic day.

mainly because it is month end, alot of things to tidy up.

things to do:

* REportS!
----1) monthly, weekly, and daily report submission, tidy up at month end and submit!
----2) new reporting system; summarise for all projects.
* Invoicing for this week's shipment
* Informing customers of increase in exchange rates; thus pricing adjustments.
* Create a new price list.
* Booking of hotel in Penang.
* PLUS: 3 whole months of invoices that i've accidentally deleted!!!

=(((
so much to do and what's more, today is monday!!!!
really don't want to come back to work, even though my weekend isn't much enjoyable.

you might be thinking so busy, but this girl still have time to complain on blog.
well..... good time management is all i need! =P

**so please hor.. work is not easy ok. please do not think that i just sit at my desk, shake leg, then every 27th collect money (salary) can le hor. i do work & i'm responsible for it!!!**

though busy, but still can talk and chit-chat.
but he is too busy to be bothered with me, so in the end i had to look for others to chat lo.
so that my work will not be too boring and my monday (hopefully) will not be so blue.

don't know why.. but, sometimes he seems to be so far away, so out of reach.
sometimes it is like .. he has become a stranger that i don't know him at all. like a barrier in between us.
*shrugs*

^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

been looking around for phones, finally decided on N82, even though its ugly.
i just got it yesterday.
now that i see it, it is still ugly. lol!
but after much thinking between looks and function, i went for function. haha. quite pointless having a good looking phone but the functions are all sucky right.
however nice looking the phone might be, you will soon grow sick of it.

but i still think my previous Nokia 7390 suits me more. ya know.. dune rose pink and powdery white.. the perfect combination of colors..
even though i only parted with it for one day, i already sort of miss it.
instead with me now, is this cheapo metal looking device.
the button is not as bad as i thought. quite easy to press, no prblem with sms-ing.. maybe my fingers not that big. haha.
one impt thing, now with this monoblock phone, i cannot slam the call with the cover, like i could do with my N7390 flip phone =( (the reason why the cover of my N7390 is a bit loose =x hee)

Labels: at work, rumbling^

this is my 201th blog entry... ever since October 2006.
wow~ that is like so long ago, i was still studying in poly then.

i've got not much appetite these days during lunch.
most of the time, i'll only finish half the portion.
and when the time for lunch has passed.. say about an hour later, i'll start to search for anything edible.
an irregular eating habit i have, and i should say that is not very healthy.
haha. i think i'm more health-conscious right now as compared to the past.
so its true then, this health conscious thingy that someone has told me before.
"as you grow older, you will tend to be more conscious of your health. its natural."

my hp has gone bonkers, i think the main problem is the memory card.
maybe some of the files are corrupted or sth.
my only worry is those files (songs, photos etc) that meant sth special to me.
they are the only physical things that allow me to recall back those precious memories.
and i don't want to lose them.

if i off my hp, and try to restart it, it will take about... nearly one hour to be switched on.
it is damn irritating if you are in the middle of a conversation/sms-ing, or waiting for something important etc. you will get really pissed off.

my hp seemed to be giving me more problem than usual today.. so i have no choice but to restart it. and how much time has it passed now? hmm.. 2hours? and it hasn't start up yet. i can almost feel 'it' battling inside the tiny hp compartment. (whatever 'it' is).


err.. to anyone who might have fallen asleep reading this blog entry.
my apologies for not giving a warning at the start.
anyway, i just had too much time on hand.

duh.

Labels: rumbling^

each time when i'm angry and while trying to contain myself, i can feel myself shaking. drawing in quick, sharp breath. my heart pumping hard & wildly. and true to the statement, i can somehow feel my blood boiling. my face gets real hot, and almost... can feel steam coming out of my ears.


i felt so restricted and restrained.
i'm being treated everything but like a 21yrs old adult should be.

i've got NO freedom.

everything is a 'NO'!
this --> no!
that --> cannot!

Please please please..........

stop treating me like a small kid.
i can say whatever reasons to defend my case but, somehow or rather, i know each sentence that i may make, will get shoot down by at least 10 other reasons.

i'm already an adult, i have a life of my own. why is it that you are the one ruling my life???

correct me if i'm wrong in saying that this is the 21st century.
or are we still living in the olden days?

arrghhh.. no use saying this, i can already hear your immediate reactions now.
blame myself for having this kind of life, a life which is being carefully plotted and planned by someone in advance.

i have NO say!!!!!!

Labels: pissed off, rumbling^

was practically suffering for the whole of last week due to some unknown reasons that were hurting my tummy badly.
i woke up everyday, thinking of getting MC on that day itself, but in the end still went to work. all because i thought the stocks are coming in. day after day, the goods kept delaying..
finally on thursday, the pain was too much, i couldn't take it anymore. instead of going to JP post office to register post, i alighted at JE and went straight into the clinic.
Luckily, i did not have to wait long before its my turn.
Well.. i don't really understand what the doctor is saying. but, all i managed to catch is that i had some contaminated food which made virus in my stomach and in turn caused wind - bloated feeling in the tummy. and also due to my irregular eating habits. waited till i'm very hungry, den overstuff myself. but, i realised that i get hungry very easily recently.. can't possibly expect me to have my lunch at 10am right..
i think i've recovered alrdy. if i had known, i would have visited the doctor on monday, instead of dragging till thursday. even so, i'll still need to keep track on my diet and not to eat excessively full/not eat at all.

now got another problem liao. this must be my unlucky month =(
but this time, i don't need a doctor, i can dignose myself.
i cannot smell anything =X which is both good and bad.
my ear is inflamed. know that irritating feeling of itch, yet can't scratch it because its piercingly painful if you stick your finger in it. urghh.. help!
symptons: flu/blocked nose/sorethroat
analysis: i've caught a cold and also abit heaty.


i'm a certified doctor!!
believe it or not. cn look for me, will charge you cheaper than prevailing rates.

**pls note: i'm not liable for any error or outcome caused by my more than often inaccurate dignoses =X

and btw.. i owe someone an apology.
for jumping into some silly conclusion and in turn causing some misunderstanding.
i put the blame on the virus thats creating havoc in my tummy the other time.
sorry =X

Labels: general, rumbling^

my precious happy mood is destroyed!!

keep rushing me for the stocks, "when is it arriving? why hasn't it arrive? my customer needs it tml morning, so you MUST send it out today. blah blah blah.."
you are not the only one who's urgent, other ppl also needing the parts asap.
what can i do. i'm also trying my best to rush the forwarder for the stocks.
its not as if i can control when, how and the time the goods can arrive.
alrdy told you i'll send them out once i receive. now that i hafnt even receive the goods, what do you want me to do.

ok. so the goods just arrived.
i told you and yet u still continuing to blah blah all the way on phone. still emphasising on the urgency, but with u wasting my time, how am i supposed to do the stocks?
my god.. you really damn desperate.

damn the DHL, haven't come and pick up the goods yet.
how long do you want me to do my OT?

i am only one person, i can only do this much.
i'm don't have a built-in computerised database in me ok.
if each and every client has their own customising for me to follow, i will go crazy.


hoo... cool down girl.
think.. think about your teddy bear.
focus on your sweet sweet love.
urghhh.. >_<

Labels: rumbling^

oh my god.
its a damn boring day.
absolutely nothing to do and the whole office is so quiet.
and with the heavy thunderstorm outside, i have a hard time keeping my eyes open.
-_-...Zzz

my left cheek is hurting.
all thanks to someone who pinched my cheek yesterday as if it isn't able to feel any pain.
im not exaggerating hor..
its really like blue-black liao ok.
sobs sobs =(

Labels: boring, rumbling^

back to work again.
having blues as usual.
the reason why ppl will have blues is mainly bcos they had too much fun over the weekends. well, at least its true for me. hahas.
& the weather plays a part too.. how to work, when the weather is meant for Zzz.. =(
just hoping i'll have loads to do in the 9hrs of my work everyday.
while i'm being occupied by work, the weekdays will pass in a blink of the eye =)

wondering if i shld go for dental appointment too. been so long since i last bcum a victim of teeth diggers & stealers. hais.. really giving serous thoughts abt going. however, the minute i think of it, i'll be shivering at the thought of the evil-faced monster flashing its wide big grin, forcing my mouth open, digging, drilling & tugging at my teeth.
absolutely hated the smell of their rubber gloves. yucks.. & not forgetting to mention the strong smell that hit your nostrils the minute you step into the cold room.
hais.. psychological trauma. shit. all thanks to the idiotic dentist in my primary sch, which i still see nowadays when i'm on my way to work. what a luck.
its a nightmare!!

Labels: at work, rumbling^

I've not enough time on hand!!
no time for myself, for my family, for my friends and my teddy.
work work work~

what's life when all's just work and no play?
must treasure the present and enjoy myself when i still have my youth.
imagine when i've finally decided to get out and have some fun but realise that age has gotten up with me.
what can i do, except stayin at home and count the money. so much money but with nothing to spend on. life would be meaningless, wouldn't it? hahas~
one would never feel that they have earn enough, money just never seems to be enough.
so~ its pointless to slog so hard now to earn that extra bit of cash.

while its true that i've to save up for the rainy days, i shld enjoy the sunny days too, right?
especially so, when i'm capable of doing this right now. no burden, obligations etc.


and now i need some retail therapy to help me to destress. lol~
shopping!!
anyway, life is all about fun, relaxing and enjoyment, am i right to say so? *grins*



i needa more time! 48hours each for both sat and sun would be sufficient =D

Labels: rumbling^, shamain's theory*

while lying down & readin my HP7 last night, i fell aslp. haha.
surprised that i slept at 10+, near to 11pm. its been long since i've slept that early. jus want to apologise for letting you waited up till so late for nth =X i felt so bad.
i'll make it up to u k, mayb a treat or sth. dun sad le k.. cos i feel what u feel.

nv felt so awake b4. first time in my 3 weeks of working, im not dozing off. wow! really needa sleep early le. mayb i'll achieve a healthier lifestyle. hmm.
i nv exercise for duno how many yrs le. i think must be ever since sec 4. haha. now got Zero stamina.
that night before, i only did 50 sit-ups. my stomach muscles hurts till now, esp when im coughing =,=
that explains how weak am i now.


there is something heavy on my mind, it makes me feel stressful. i, very much wanted to get it off, but someone persuade me to decide against it. then again, perhaps, he isn't aware of my situation.

its hard to bring up that topic. i hope i'll be able to do it today. but.. problem is, which should come first.




Quote of the day: I am only one person, I can only do so much.

Labels: rumbling^

Jimmy on MC!
left me with a part-timer.
luckily he called early, den i found another part-timer to help also.
he so damn good. tuesday off, wed MC, thurs OFF!
best liao lor T.T

woa, i can't go toilet, eat/go break in peace at all.
just leave shop for nearly 2mins, making payment for stuffs i bought, my hp ring.

"eh. cust wants to pay using credit cards! how?"
"ok, i'll be back in a min"

he was surprised how i managed to get back so fast. LOL.
reason being, i was only a storey below. haha.

breaktime. din dare to go far to have my lunch. so just takeaway.
lucky wor. right after i 'da-bao' only, another phone call.

"customer wants to exchange! how ar?"

hahaha......
funny lei.

ate my lunch at a seat not far frm shop.
halfway thru..
"aye!!! come back, faster!!!!!!"

wah. i so paiseh, one hand carry my half-eaten food, cultery. the other, my bubble tea & my hp. den RUN back! so many ppl staring. haha

anyway. its still ok. makes my life Interesting mar....
LOL >_<


anyway, the song "get your hands up" by Fergie is like quite nice. haha. initially hate it alot, thought its so noisy. grown to like it alot now. mayb its bcos "爱屋及乌" bah =P
wahaha..

*******************************
i think i will be happier without you in my life.
i think so.

but will you change your attitude towards me, if I've become the special someone in your life?

if u would treat me better than now..........

lets be together.





i'm confused

Labels: ~心事~, at work, rumbling^

Labels: general, happy, rumbling^

finally....
an off day after working a long, straight five days week.
however.... i have to go to the training programme tml.
[someone help mi pls, im so tired, i hardly rest :( ]
heard there is some Q&A, games & ROLE-PLAY!!!!!!! what the hell.
pray hard for me that i will appear to be invisible tml, & i wun be picked.....


its so embrassing can. in front of all the many staffs T.T
*prays prays*

anyways.. today is considered quite a good day. time passes quite fast. perhaps its because i had gotten used to my job le. haha.
i kinda enjoyed today de, cos there is someone who accompanied me chat via sms. hee^^

but hor..... ARGHHH again. lolx.
cos i found out that i'm involved in the midnight sales on friday.
what the hell!!!
i so suay, all the full timer only me kena this. sianZ..
all siam till duno where le. haiz, hard life ar.... >_<"
its friday lei. how to cope with me & two part-timers.
haiz, i dun need go eat & break liaoz wor.
& also means i gg to work more than 13hrs lei. & no extra pay somemore.
but good thing is can take cab home after the work on fri.
i keep wanna jio Einstein to work till 12am with me lei. he is so humorous. make me laugh like crazy, my time sure can pass fast de. LOL. but too bad. think he most prob not involved in the midnight sales. later i need to pay him for that extra 2hrs + taxi fare also.. den i will >.< & my NEW in-charge is so super nice can. he automatically helped me apply for afternoon shift on saturday. so好 :)
& also he offered to come down at 10pm on fri to help me.
otherwise i'll be alone >_<
thx thx. arigatou :P

hmm. my frens kept askin me to go for sunday class outing lei..
but den.. i keep thinking & finally..

my options for this sunday are:
1) Go class outing @ Sentosa
2) Have fun with friends
3) Rest & relax @ home
4) Buy computer with my cousin

all may seems abit confusing & hard to make a decision. however, the answer is alrdy deep-rooted in my mind liao. hee. ^_^



i'm looking forward to ALL my off-days :))
i'm looking forward to ALL my off-days

Labels: at work, general, happy, rumbling^

Hello all. Welcome to moi blog.

I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers.
So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now.
Time to grow up and be independent.

I'm a clumsy person.
More often than not, I do not know what I want.
Meaning, I contradict myself.
I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much
- hence, explained the creation of this blog.



#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥:
This guy got me mesmerized.

[my Toshiba Portégé M800]
[my iPod Touch]
[Marshmallows]
[Chocolates]
[Mints]
[Jasmine Pearl Milk Tea Xp]
[McCafe's Double Chocolate]
[Spaghetti (Tomato base)]
[Famous Amos Chocolate Chip Cookies!]
[Dramas]
[Music]
[Shop shop]
[Fun]
[Stars]
[Pink]
[Purple]
[Rainbow]



#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow
#5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite
#6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him*
#8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx

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