Everyday StoriesYYY
Thursday, October 30, 2008,11:04 PM
Status: Attached Single
feeling super down, moody and ultra neglected!~
its like back to being SINGLE again.
should find some fun to keep myself occupied with.
Labels: listless, moody
Tuesday, October 21, 2008,12:35 AM
it seems like eternity~ if only...
a minute seems like an hour
a day seems like eternity...
when will this gonna end?
why can't i get a grip and go on with my life as per normal, why let this bother me much more than it does to others? despite the many reminders i gave myself, i'm unsuccessful; a total failure.
i just wish for some fast forwarding in life - i will not regret, as i know there is nothing much that will happen in the middle worth looking out for.
if only, i have the ability to control time.
if only, months fly as fast as a mere flip of the calendar page.
if only, i know what will be happening next.
if only, i can look into my future.
if only, i hold the power to change how the world operates.
if only, money is worthless.
if only, life is only about joy & happiness.
if only, there is 'if only'.
if only...
Labels: moody
Wednesday, October 15, 2008,12:43 AM
being Forgotten is like constantly picking at the Scar ... where the Wound re-opens ...
who what am i?
so easily being forgotten...
... just goes to show where i stand in his heart
where his work will always be the priority ...
am i of such an insignificant?
why can't i do the same?
suffering from the pain & hurt ...
... it is deeper than you think
and i'm more vulnerable than you thought i were
Labels: heartbreak, listless, moody
Monday, October 06, 2008,5:25 PM
when my gaze met his, i can't help but smile lovingly, my eyes glistering with tears of joy.
i held him in my arms tightly, silently vowed never to let go.
we are one step closer to our future.
Shamain feels very blissful :DDD
Labels: *in love*
,2:32 PM
GOSSIPING is BANNED!!!
I'm telling you, I HATE GOSSIPERS!!!!
those 三姑六婆.. Gossip like fishmongers in the market.
don't they have any other thing to do? other than gathering downstairs with all the other KPOs sharing the 'juiciest' gossips; which family, which floor, which UNIT, how many children, which school, change bf/gf, family quarrel or occasion, the time they leave the house daily, happenings in the families etc…. Seems like nothing can escape their eyes! they are even better than the police division huh?! they are called the walking and talking CCTV!!!!! LMAO, f***! don't know where the hell they got these information from.. better than fortune tellers sia!
so free, then go and gossip, kpo and spread rumours arh? kaoZ! So free, come my hse sweep the floor and do housework larh! Anyhow talk and spread rumours, spoilt ppl's reputation. In more serious cases, can even create family quarrels, ok!? Don't know the serious consequences that may result, better SHUT that trap of yours up!
KaoZ! Then what? Now all of the innocent people must be very careful liaoz huh? Everytime you step out the house, you are being spied on!! Don't think that you are outside of your neighbourhood, all will be safe. NOPE! you might meet some of their 'networks'! Remember that you have absolutely no privacy at all.
these loudmouth people must be very lonely at home, husband, children all don't want to talk to them, so no choice have to go downstairs and 'chat' with other loners. jealous of other families' blissful and well-being, they also spread some untrue rumours, in hope to turn some other families to be like them. PURE EVIL!
To HELL to all these stupid AUNTIES who live everyday for the purpose of destroying other people's life!!!!!
Labels: pissed off
Thursday, October 02, 2008,2:52 AM
How I spent 1st October - probably the most boring post ever.....
1st October is Children's Day. This year, Hari Raya Puasa falls on the same day too.
unlucky~ he had reservist on this day.
his family had gone house visiting, leaving poor baby alone at home. so i decided to accompany him.
reached around 1145am, bought McDonalds for brunch
(McSpicy meal for both of us =d). baobei should be sleeping in the day, as he is having night shift, but because of me, he don't want to take a nap, hee. instead, we watched drama - My Girl.
at about 530pm, we took off to PCG @ Loyang. a really ulu part of the s'pore, i nv tot exist. lol. i thought pasir ris downtown east was the furthest liao.. any further, drop inside the sea alrdy =p
after watching baobei went in, i took cab over to Pasir Ris MRT. realised i was very hungry, bought a cute doughnut with 3 Honey Bees on top. it was very tasty =)
got myself another chicken bites from WaterRise. the portion was very small for $2, well, at least it was delicious and crunchy. hee. walked around WhiteSands till ard 730pm. took train from one end to the other - JP. i felt the train journey was fast, even though it is abt an hr plus.
shopped ard JP, bought a pair of slippers, 2 ribbon bra stripes (been looking for them), 1 shorts, and one........
was looking around for mummy's present too.
went to take bus, waited for quite some time. when the bus came, only to find that my ez-link under value. urghh, came out of the bus to top-up card. and waited again =XXX
i tell you, JP is like 'LITTLE INDIA' lor........................
right from the MRT platform, you are surrounded by them! left, right, front, back!! when you look below while taking the escalator down, you can hardly find an empty space, cos it is all filled with them..... haiyo~ luckily they don't wander inside the shopping centre.. only at the MRT Station and Bus Interchange..... i think over at JP, everyday is Deepavali... lol!
Labels: *in love*, boring, rumbling^, shopping
_-*Shamain*-_
