a new part-timer came to work at my shop today. she is so tiny. more smaller in size den me. finally found someone whom i can put my arm on the shoulder. wa.ha.ha.
all is well. till...
i'm having a really foul mood today, i felt i could just ask the customers to get out IMMEDIATELY so that i can close shop ok. niam all the way to my collegue during closing. some assholes. she still thought its either she offended me/ i got period -_______-" but its neither. my face is so damn 'black'. & million apologies to ppl who tried talking to me. cos i just snapped at them. blame it on my super bad mood if u want. so don't talk to me if u dun want to be snap at. -------------------------
Kor is right abt him. He is not serious & everything he said was well, not true i think. to think i stood up for him, that i've known him for a long time & even swear that he is a 100% good person & one of the very few in the world. i guessed i was wrong abt him. but i really hoped that i've misunderstood. i'm not feeling angry. disappointment is the major emotion. why is it that i'm disappointed. to which is the reason behind my disappointment? i thought its clear enough for you to see.
P.S. pls tell me that i'm not wrong about you. i'm very confused.
*************************************************************** I’ve been living with a shadow overhead I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I’ve been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need them again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me throught the night I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the wayI feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can’t make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I’ll be there for you in the end
I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers. So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now. Time to grow up and be independent.
I'm a clumsy person. More often than not, I do not know what I want. Meaning, I contradict myself. I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much - hence, explained the creation of this blog.
♥Loves
#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥: This guy got me mesmerized.
#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow #5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite #6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him* #8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx