Everyday StoriesYYY
Saturday, November 01, 2008,8:36 PM
a bad halloween night ..
met up with something yesterday that left us both in in heat and rage.
i was fuming and worried at the same time.
i don't know which is more, but i guessed that worrying for his safety eventually takes up a larger space in me, which is the reason why i held onto him so tightly, afraid that if i let go of him, i will lost him too.
but once again i was frustrated with myself, even though i was clearly being picked on, there was nothing i could do except feeling angry. i felt really helpless. i couldn't even find the courage to stand up for myself.
why am i so useless.
i didn't think that in this era, there will still be someone like him who are so narrow-minded.
even though i know that some will not approve of this, but never in my life did i expect this to happen. i was not prepared to face this. it was like a slap on my face that woke me up from my perfect dream, only then i started to ponder.. how much more of these will happen to us again... am i ready to face these discrimination?
Labels: frustration, sadness
_-*Shamain*-_
