Everyday StoriesYYY
Wednesday, March 12, 2008,1:37 PM
Love.Hurts.
got drenched again yesterday. already walked abt 2/5 of the distance, turning back into the office is not a solution, will still be as wet, plus i've also gt an appointment time to keep. the minute i boarded the bus, i wanted to get off. it was damn cold and i'm shivering and shaking uncontrollably. To keep myself warm, i stayed still so that my wet clothes will stick to my body and not shift about.
i was taking the outer seat on the bus, and as more n more people boarded the bus, i was thinkin to myself if someone want me to let him/her into the inner seat, what am i gg to do about it. cos once i move an inch, i will be alot more colder as i'm losing heat.
as a result of yesterday, i'm not feeling well now. abit feverish and the cold that im having is really irritating. running nose and sneezing badly. maybe this is some form of retribution - then, they're too kind to me.
i think i've failed as a emotionally attached partner.
tactless. sarcastic. like to be in ctrl. foul mood. and any other things that you might want to add.
i think i better talk less.
the lesser i talk, the lesser mistake i make.
the argument. was so vaguely familiar.. i felt i'm back at somewhere, only this time, i've shifted from the viewer to one of the two who were arguing.
a bad day that i'm having. i felt better by eating chocolates.
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