its hari raya today. the weather fully described my mood. as expected, its raining again on this particular day.
woke up abruptly at 5am.. to see a sms frm someone. thought abt him for a minute, before i drifted back to sleep.
was glad that finally i am able to get some rest. however, again, i woke up, i saw another sms. this time.. frm a different person. i'm needed at my workplace to cover for someone. alright. so i agreed to work.
i reached on time. exactly 2pm. not a second late nor early.
its extremely busy at shop today. cash register kept ringing continuously. many stocks arrived too.
while working today, something suddenly struck my mind. i thought to myself, "its time for me to grow up."
took bus back to JE from BG. just wanted to feel how would it feels like.. without him beside me. i sat on that exact seat, with the one next to me.. empty. bits and pieces of memories ran through my mind, the scenes replaying, when the bus passed through those ever-familiar streets. and i felt my vision blurred.
I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers. So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now. Time to grow up and be independent.
I'm a clumsy person. More often than not, I do not know what I want. Meaning, I contradict myself. I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much - hence, explained the creation of this blog.
♥Loves
#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥: This guy got me mesmerized.
#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow #5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite #6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him* #8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx
_-*Shamain*-_
