its been a week since i last updated my blog. not that i'm too busy/ neglecting my online diary. just that everytime i wanted to post an entry, i would be reminded of the stupid incident and blunder that i've made. and the issue is still pending. hence.. don't really feel like blogging. also, another reason might be i'm just being my stubborn self.
weekdays and weekends.. don't seem to have much of a difference. previously, even though i hate weekdays.. i still have weekends to look forward to.. now that they seem the same.. hmm. seriously feel that i'm wasting my life away. i foresee that this week will remain the same.. either that or worse.
don't comment that more often than not, my entries sounded depressing. well, it reflects what's in my mind at that exact moment. i hate it that i sounded so pessimistic at times, but i really can't help myself. not sure how am i supposed to fake it and post something that's not what i really think. afterall, this is my blog eh. and by doing that, it will totally defeat the purpose of creating this web. who wouldn't love an optimistic, vibrant and cheerful life, which is full of laughter and joy, without any worries, frets or discontentment? these are easy for us to say, until you try to put it into action. sad to say that things often don't happen the way you wish for it to be.
I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers. So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now. Time to grow up and be independent.
I'm a clumsy person. More often than not, I do not know what I want. Meaning, I contradict myself. I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much - hence, explained the creation of this blog.
♥Loves
#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥: This guy got me mesmerized.
#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow #5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite #6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him* #8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx
_-*Shamain*-_
