was plain happy today. while at work, i just couldn't help feeling happy, also not sure why.. perhaps its bcos its the end of the week. just smiling and grinning away, till i'm also quite stunned with myself.
but shit, there's training tml! urghh.. i knew abt the training for this sat & sun quite long ago. my boss asked me quite a couple of times for me to join as well, but i have zero intention of participating at all. cause the training is conducted by our counterpart in Switzerland, meant especially for the two sales engineers. i dun tink i really need to be present. So i thought maybe i'll drag abit here and there, den just run off on friday, so he wouldn't have a chance of asking. haha. fat hope. as i'm in charge of all the administration stuffs, there are plenty of chances for him to bring the issue up. & soon, i found myself in a dilemma as, for every decision, there is an opportunity cost. Then, the way jason phrase it, i also felt quite bad to leave them to face the boss and mr adrian himself. haha. and also, i think its quite good for me to listen to what mr adrian had got to say about the sensors, encoders and stuff, as i know nth abt them. so in the end.. tml have to wake up early again lo. still gotta meet the two brothers for breakfast first. tink its gonna be a whole day thingy. sian, my precious saturday. let's hope i wouldn't yawn too much in front of him when he's talking.
------------------------------------------------ watched a korean drama just now. as i was watching, suddenly i felt an emotion so strong. i can't stop myself frm feeling that way. its like a piece of my heart is missing. i miss him ALOT. and the thought of not being able to see him tml.. i feel my heart is tearing apart, so much it hurts.
I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers. So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now. Time to grow up and be independent.
I'm a clumsy person. More often than not, I do not know what I want. Meaning, I contradict myself. I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much - hence, explained the creation of this blog.
♥Loves
#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥: This guy got me mesmerized.
#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow #5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite #6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him* #8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx
_-*Shamain*-_
