i'm happy, yet at the same time, i felt something isn't right. things are happening at such a speed that i find it hard to catch up. its alot more faster than what i want it to be. i kind of regretted what i've done. i need to put a firm foot down before something (which i don't wish for it to happen) happens.
u might think its nothing, but stand in my shoes & think again.
i kw myself, & i don't want to hear the question coming out of my mouth - again. its harsh, but that's how its supposed to be. the truth hurts - either party.
i don't want to talk at all. the whole day, i felt lifeless. don't feel like talking to anyone. just want to be left alone. isolated. peace & quiet is what i want. just let me stone for as long as i feel like it.
I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers. So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now. Time to grow up and be independent.
I'm a clumsy person. More often than not, I do not know what I want. Meaning, I contradict myself. I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much - hence, explained the creation of this blog.
♥Loves
#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥: This guy got me mesmerized.
#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow #5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite #6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him* #8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx
_-*Shamain*-_
