when i can't voice out. when im not able to. when im deprived of a chance to. when im TOTALLY NOT given a choice.
who knows how i'm feeling all inside?
- im feeling terrible -
its pain beyond words. i'm dying.
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what kind of shit have i gotten myself into. what kind of shit. i'm tired of these. tired of... really. what am i trying to do. i'm not the only human living; so its not only me who will be dragged into these mess & get hurt. they are all innocent.
who knows what i want.
i can't even make up my own mind.
i really would like nothing better than to disappear frm all these.
I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers. So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now. Time to grow up and be independent.
I'm a clumsy person. More often than not, I do not know what I want. Meaning, I contradict myself. I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much - hence, explained the creation of this blog.
♥Loves
#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥: This guy got me mesmerized.
#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow #5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite #6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him* #8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx