Everyday StoriesYYY
Thursday, January 01, 2009,11:40 PM
A New Year, A New Start
as 2008 draws to a close, i must say that it has been a rather eventful & rocky year for us.
much have happened recently.
most of the time, i was the one who started the quarrels.
i was unreasonable and too headstrong. and i know that u have compromise and tried hard in putting up with me. but still, i continued standing firm on my thoughts, insisting on what i thought was right.
though, most oftenly, i regretted what i had said and done.
i know i was wrong, but somehow.. i will find something else to start a quarrel on.
i can feel that u are tired, just like me. like you have said, i have been crying everyday recently..
but i sincerely want to apologise to you for whatever i have done to u.
u have grown and matured throughout these 18 months, you have made appropriate changes. whereas i'm still stuck at one, neither maturing in my thoughts nor actions.
i still love you very much, even more so now.
i can feel my love growing for u as the time passes.
i know you have been really patient to me, forgiving my wilfulness all the time.
i hope u will not give up on me, as i will not too.
i
don't want and
can't afford to lose you.
i promise i will be better, please hold my hands and guide me through this tough time.
a new year, a new start
in this 2009, i hope it will be a fruitful and great year for us both.
i love you, Saiful.
_-*Shamain*-_
