Everyday StoriesYYY
Thursday, May 29, 2008,1:08 AM
how being stubborn can endanger your r/s
long since i blogged, as i've been rather busy nowadays.
all tied up with lots of stuffs.
having quite a no. of arguments with him recently.
perhaps, the period where lovers are said to be 'blinded to each other's weakness' is starting to fade away.
i'm sure it is my side of the problem, regardless of whom the person is, all these will still happen. i'm thinking i am the one who's often not understanding enough. i know i've been like this ever since young, where i'll like to have all the attention. though i know this is not possible, but as we grow, i did not change my way of thinking. still as wilful as ever, although i didn't show it out.
there are times where i wanted to laugh/smile after an argument has ended, but my stubborn ego just refuses to let go. i'll just dwell on the unhappy issue, so i will still appear upset/angry, which only makes the situation worse. when i sense the fault being pointed at me, i'll start to get all defensive and suddenly feel lots of spines growing on me.
i know that he has been tolerant towards me. even though i seldom show it, but deep down, i greatly appreciate it.
thank you dear.
although the characteristics are already binded onto me, i'll try to amend my ways and improve on it. really need your guidance and most importantly, your support.
nevertheless, i still enjoyed your company very much. tried to control myself nowadays and by looking over the tiny details, seems like there is much more happiness and laughter betw us (:
i'm glad its turning out fine and strong as ever.
Sunday, May 11, 2008,2:37 AM
happily together
02.05.2008 ~ 05.05.2008
*Sweetest Days Ever*
we're so in love....
thank you, baobei =)
Labels: *in love*
_-*Shamain*-_
