Everyday StoriesYYY
Monday, February 18, 2008,10:47 AM
Breaking Down
the weekend seems to fly pass in the blink of an eye, soon it is monday again.
alot of things have been running through my mind these few days.
well.. i'm a pessimistic person by nature. all these negative thoughts are really bothering me, its driving me crazy.
all the 'what if', 'maybe', 'can it be'... each time, my stomach will give an involuntary lurch. the only way i can stop all these thinkings is to sleep.
because the minute i'm awake, my brain will start thinking non-stop. therefore, i just forced myself back to sleep.
these are really bothering me alot. making me depressed and such. but to stop it, is easier said than done. because, my mind is acting as if it has a life of its own.
i do not know how to help myself.