was feeling down the other day. had some disagreements and was upset. however, the opportunity raised for me to voiced out a thousand and one things. i felt so relieved after that, as all these had been kept within me for a long time. then, i tried not to think too much of it. just tried to remain normal and calm.
the following day, was super busy right from the time i started work. there was tons of stocks arriving, hence was preparing for deliveries to different customers and countries. time passed fast and before i knew it, its past lunchtime. its good that im kept busy, so i wouldn't let my mind wander too much.
nearing 6pm, received a call from bb.. asked me to go to the washroom outside my office. i was like, what!!.. pissed off 'cause im kinda fretting over my report which was in a mess. i got out, and i saw him.. standing there.. like some sort of angel.. i realised i miss him. he came.. just to cheer me up and of course, my mood lifted just by the sight of him.. he promised me things, and im glad he's willing to make positive changes.
"bb.. it was a really sweet surprise you've given me. not because of what u gave me that day.. but because it was totally unexpected! cos i knew u were working, so it did not cross my mind at all that you would come to look for me, even when u asked me to go out to the washroom, i did not suspect anything. although i did not show it out, but i want to let you know that.. i was very touched. my tears almost betrayed me, but was lucky i held them back."
then, i knew i couldn't bear to let him go alone, just like that, asked him to wait for 5mins, while i ran in to packed up. heck that stupid report. can just do it another day.. nth is more impt then my bb.
I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers. So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now. Time to grow up and be independent.
I'm a clumsy person. More often than not, I do not know what I want. Meaning, I contradict myself. I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much - hence, explained the creation of this blog.
♥Loves
#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥: This guy got me mesmerized.
#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow #5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite #6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him* #8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx
_-*Shamain*-_
