The month which i've always looked forward to each and every year, has ceased to be this year. i used to love christmas, even though i don't really celebrate. the glamorous lightings, the cheery christmas songs and carols played in every shop, they build up the feel of the season of giving.. each yr, i've always been in a joyous mood whenever christmas is approaching.
but now.. i hate December. i hate Christmas!! everytime i entered a shop, i would nv fail to hear the christmas carol playing, it would only get me feeling all lonely and teary ='(
i guessed Christmas this yr, i would be spending it all alone. and perhaps, for another few years ahead. not forgetting my birthday, which is some days apart from Christmas too.
I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers. So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now. Time to grow up and be independent.
I'm a clumsy person. More often than not, I do not know what I want. Meaning, I contradict myself. I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much - hence, explained the creation of this blog.
♥Loves
#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥: This guy got me mesmerized.
#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow #5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite #6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him* #8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx
_-*Shamain*-_
