while lying down & readin my HP7 last night, i fell aslp. haha. surprised that i slept at 10+, near to 11pm. its been long since i've slept that early. jus want to apologise for letting you waited up till so late for nth =X i felt so bad. i'll make it up to u k, mayb a treat or sth. dun sad le k.. cos i feel what u feel.
nv felt so awake b4. first time in my 3 weeks of working, im not dozing off. wow! really needa sleep early le. mayb i'll achieve a healthier lifestyle. hmm. i nv exercise for duno how many yrs le. i think must be ever since sec 4. haha. now got Zero stamina. that night before, i only did 50 sit-ups. my stomach muscles hurts till now, esp when im coughing =,= that explains how weak am i now.
there is something heavy on my mind, it makes me feel stressful. i, very much wanted to get it off, but someone persuade me to decide against it. then again, perhaps, he isn't aware of my situation.
its hard to bring up that topic. i hope i'll be able to do it today. but.. problem is, which should come first.
Quote of the day: I am only one person, I can only do so much.
I've just passed the age of what you called, teenagers. So ya, as much as I hate to admit. I'm officially an adult now. Time to grow up and be independent.
I'm a clumsy person. More often than not, I do not know what I want. Meaning, I contradict myself. I love myself, but I hate that I have this tendency to think too much - hence, explained the creation of this blog.
♥Loves
#1 [my Soulmate]
#2 [my Baobei]
#3 [my Baby]
--> ♥Saiful Azfar♥: This guy got me mesmerized.
#1 World Peace
(blah. That wish is meant for Miss Universe; not me.)
#2 Indulging in
- Attention
- Love
- Genuine Care
- Concern (from my Love)
#3 Plane ride
#4 See snow #5 Pink Nintendo DS Lite #6 Pink Laptop
#7 Anything given by *him* #8 Small Bolster
#9 xX SecRet Xx
_-*Shamain*-_
